catharsis! to satiate the ego?

i need to bathe there
in the ganges of warm tears
wanna cleanse ego

i’m stinking of it
shedding tears is not enough
need to remove filth

crave for catharsis?
to satiate the ego?
only you can judge

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राजिनामा= i resign

सूर्यास्तका बेला धरहरा

बाटो हिँड्दा लडिएला, उठ्नुपर्छ पनि
बिराउँदा सही बाटो खोज्नुपर्छ फेरि
तारा गन्दा शान्ति मिल्ला, पेट भरिँदैन
शब्दकेस्रा मिठा हुँदै क्लेश मेटिँदैन ।

म जान्दिन
पतिंगरलाई सुन भन्न,

म सक्दिन
पेन्डुलम्को नीरस ट्वाक्ट्वाक्लाई  संगीत मान्न
झन्
सक्दैसक्दिन
हत्केलाले सगर थेग्न, अँजुलीमा सागर  थाप्न ।

त्यसैले
भो अब
म लेख्दिन
कुनै गीत,
म सुन्दिन
भ्रमको संगीत ।
——————————————

i resign 

you may stumble
and
fall down while walking
if so,
you have to get up also

Makhan Galli, Kathmandu

Makhan Galli, Kathmandu

you may go astray at times
but
you get back to track
then after

counting stars may give you a peace of mind
but
it doesn’t  fill your stomach

even if the words are sweet,
anguish is not wiped off

i can’t call
fallen, discolouring leaves
gold
i can’t
take pendulum’s monotonous ticktock for music
i noway can
hold the sky with my hands
or
contain the sea in my palms

that is why
now
i don’t write any composition
i don’t heed to the music of illusion

i resign
yes,
i resign from poetry and all nonsense

Never ending tunnel

I won’t give a hoot
If you call me a pessimist, again
But
I
Now
Don’t expect to see any light
At the end of the tunnel
That has no end
And
That’s you
(As you claim to be)
–¤—¤—¤–
I even don’t care
Whether
This mantra of “carpe diem”
That I’ve feigned to take up
Poses me as an optimist
That
I
Never had been
(According to you)

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