vestal shudder and esoteric message

the mountains
— black and white, bare and half-clad —
reminded me of you
once again
notwithstanding whether they were virgin or climbed
and,
forced me to cut over
the pseudo-conversations
in which
you had been cutting in
(or, say, I was used to
fantasising)
all the time
for an age

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the strong wind
that
bore the “fiery” breath of snow
imparted a shudder on my heart
with
a vestal and virtuous feeling —
pain coupled with joy
vestiges of odium, if any, translated into love
frigidity nonexistent
affection multiplied
and,
a strong intuition that
my days are numbered
overwhelmed me
on the other hand

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then and there
at the end of the universe
with no delay
i left a message for you
in a language
that you don’t understand
now
(regardless of the possibility
that
you could remain ignorant about it
forever)

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i won’t be here
to see you
savvying me
if that ever happens
or
hating me anew
for reasons galore
— good or bad —
that you would gather

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i know, i know
you won’t miss me in any way
or
even bother to pray — not even in a pity —
for the peace of my soul
that
you probably think is troubled,
if not cursed

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you can hate me
(please hate me to the core)
if that makes you feel happy
i won’t complain
now or then
alive or dead

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fly high in the sky
i’ll never try to catch you
you are a free bird

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(hope your flight will land
there
some day
to decipher the mantra esoteric
that i’ve taken up
and left for you as the message
the alchemist way)

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