a diary of a pretender

    most of the times
    when i have no courage to say no
    i simply let the air blow
    i surrender and comply with your will

    to conceal the reluctance
    i pretend enjoying the moments subsequent
    and
    architect an impression accordingly 
    though i know
    you hate hypocrisy
    (so do i)

    when i am natural and spontaneous
    you dislike what i do
    and
    both of us suffer

    now
    i am afraid of ending up with this role only
    in my wish
    to see you smile momentarily

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